Thursday, May 7, 2009

tros k pencetak passbook

bunyi cam pelik j...tp 2 la ape yg tercatat kt lesen L ak...mse 2 ak renew kt btr nyer post office...mmg hampeh, asl la ak xusha tol2 mse 2...ak tpk gak, tp ak rse cam xd pape la...so ak wat dunno j...
however, at da times i want 2 renew another L, at jb, there was a big problem...she said dat i need 2 go to JPJ...arghh...such a fuckin damn shit!!..
i went again at post office KL, wondering if i could get ma L be renewed...but da same thing keep happen....i couldnt get ma L be renewed...hell at dis tyme....

so, dis holiday (short holiday i guess), i went to JPJ at Bdr Permaisuri....dis tyme, Alhamdulillah, i get ma new L...so, in da meantyme, i could proceed wif ma P...yeah...i can drive again...yay!!

p/s : i wat 2 learn how 2 ride bicycle, then take L for motorcycle..

hari yg mggumbirakan..uhu

hari ney, ak ngan ex2 dak serting kua gak akhirnyer...
ak smemangnyer da 2nggu lme saat ney...kteowg kua pon atas idea bernas bella...ak ajk sarah ps2 dy on je...pe lagi, kua sakan la msg2...

yg join, ak, bella, sarah ngan sue....
ney kre fes tyme kteowg kua nk enjoy2....b4 ney pon kua sbb nk amk result spm...ces....mmg xbley blah...jmpe kali ney mmg agk bbeza ngan yg sbelum2 ney....kalo dloo kua cam still dak skolah lagi...msing2 mentah lagi..kalo nk dress up pon cam still dak2 lagi...tp kali neyh sumer da cam bsr sket...bella ngan handbag dy, sue pon sme...tp sarah cam bese lagi....da mmg identity dy...dy still maintain...cara jln 2 mmg style dy la...x2ka langsung...ak cam bese maseh...sue ingat ak mnat indie...hehhe, bju sje....

ade gak gmba2 yg kteowg amk kt toilet mid 2...tp kn, pc ak xdpt nk upload psl ak xbwk blk kabel...heheh...nt2 la ak upload...

xtvt senang gle...
  • lyn WOLVERINE
  • mkn ckop2
  • g big apple
  • bella shopping (yg len tgk j)
  • smbang2
kesimpulanyer
ak sonok sgt2....sbb kua wifout pk psl stady..(even i've got 3 years more 2 finish ma studies)

p/s : ak jmpe novel 'a walk 2 remember', ade jmpe blu ray disc, g tgk tmpat bella keje, sue amk gmba cusion kt food garden 2...

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

i named it as 'fuckin'

ma fren said

please stop 'mncarut'
but
do i care?

u need to 'care'
ma mind spoke once
however
how to get over it?

just need to relax
haf a gud-fuckin-tyme
and sooner or later
u'll get over those

i will be

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

AKHIRNYER....~~

setelah selama berminggu2 (ak xkre bape lme), ak bhempas pulas ngan TITAS~THERMODYNAMICS (ak amk 2 kali)~ENG MATH~MECHANICS FLUID~DYNAMICS
akhirnyer ak abh gak final...
yahoo..google...

niat serta azam yg telah lame mmbakar dalam diri ak y telah ak vowedkn dlm diri sepnjang amk final ialah;
  • ak nk lyn ternet kt umh pwas2...(utm pon ade ternet gak)
  • ak nk lyn muvee pwas2..(bli cd cetak byk2...5hinggit j stu)
  • ak nk lyn ape2 yg mmpu ak lyn pwas2...(korang jgn pk len dowh)
  • ak nk jog...nt ak reput kalo lme tinggal...siot tol la...
tp xtw la kalo ak sempat x wat dlm mse bpe ari j yg tinggal ney....ak abh final senin r2, ps2 ak g umh mkck ak dloo, ari slase bru g kl (bkn nk lpak2, blk umh j)...
tp yg penting skang ialah ak nk jog....mngenangkn kalo ak ikt lathn btrusan ngan tempatn dis tyme, kne jog wif 8kg 'burden' be carried on ur back....r2 mse kem thnunan ak saket blkang psl salah urat, so xnk la mnde sme brulang lg...jd kne la jog ckop2...tp brite gmbiranyer, ak xg pon training kali ney...dek penangan short sem....dak meki sumer terlibat..(ak sorang j pompuan)...tp ak pegi mse mnembak lapang sasar j...ak follow j dak2 len 2..sbb mse kem thnn r2 ak xdpt mnmbak abh...takat 5 pluru j...nyesal2....ces...

ape yg ak dpt simpulkn trhadap diri ini (regarding 2 dis army PT), otak, hati dan semangat ak kte boleh, tp badan ak kte xboleh...which mean i got a will 2 do those stuff, but ma body says dat it has a limit...and i've done beyond da limit...so, i must get ma body b ready by all those...must eat more, exersice more...even a TOP model did some exersices 2 make sho dat she has a gr8 body...man...i need to...

enough wif da army things, so rite now i need 2 make sho dat ma vision and ma mission be accomplised....
afta dis i will, yeah, do those so-called chores...

hahha

p/s; i did bad 4 ma eng math, but i've got A- 4 ma titas...

Saturday, May 2, 2009

tragedi DEZHARU

ble tyme2 nk abh final neyh, atw nk abh sem ney, ak msti kompem sure ingt ape yg berlaku mse fes2 sem ak kt utm ney..(merujuk mse fes year ae)....

ak ingt lg, mse 2 hari khamis, tol2 after paper thermo berlangsung (thermo ari rabu ae),..
mse 2 kteowg sumer, ana, syaf ak farahin ngan kak lin da mmg rancang nk kua rehatkn otak lps da pwas bhempas pulas ngan badai final yg melanda...mse 2 kteowg dgr ade la dak2 KP yg len nk kua gak tp stakat g CS j...(aper barang)...kteowg pon apelg, ckp la yg kteowg akn g MERSING sbb 2 mmg cadangan awal...sumer da bajet nk kua la dri banda JB, nk rse swasana yg lebih aman dan damai serta jauh dari hiruk pikuk kota (ayt masing2 ae)...mntang2 la sumer dok bnda (except kak lin, dy da bese g pantai2 ney)....so kteowg usehakn la tok dptkn kete ngan ape2 yg patut...

lps kete da dpt, dlm lps zohor kteowg pon grak la g destinasi...kteowg dpt sewe kete kancil dri seorg pengusaha kete sewa yg terulung kt utm ney...tp swear abh la rse cam da xnk sewe lg lps 2...ehheh...

perjalanan kteowg pd mulernyer mmg Alhamdulillah psl mule nyer bjlan bg2 lancar....kteowg bpndukn kpd arin..sbb dloo dy penah dok mersing...dy la yg kre bg direction ney...tp dy da mmg lme da xtinggal sne lps parents dy pndah kelantan, so kteowg tnye la dak yg mmg tinggal kt joho ney..so anas la jd tmpt kteowg referred camne nk smpai k mersing 2....

kt sini la msalahnyer muler bermule....
mngikut kate anas, dy ckp ko ikt j sign board pasir gudang...dlm perjalann, kteowg mmg ikt sign board 2...syaf yg drive 2 ikt j la...kteowg da mmg xsaba nk jmpe pantai tw mse 2...dan kteowg mmg ikot tol2 signbord pasir gudang...tp kn...last2 kteowg mmg tol2 smpai PASIR GUDANG...spt pelancong khilangan peta, kteowng tercari2 mne kah jln kua nk k mersing blk...mse 2, mmg xnmpak la pantai...yg kelihantn hanyelah kilang2 yg besar kiri dan kanan serta lori yg besar2...terase kck j diri...yela, psl nek kancil j mse 2....

kteowg cube nk kua dri c2, tp dlm perjalnan kua 2 tnmpak la signboard 'PANTAI PASIR LAYAR'..oleh krane kami sumer mmg kpingin nkmtgk pantai sbb mmg jrng tgk, kteowg tabahkn hati tok crik pntai 2...smpai2, kteowg nmpak ade post kawalan cam dlm utm...mse 2 da tpk, ney pantai peranginan k pantai perindustrian...so kak lin 2run tnye org 2...dy ckp ney mmg pntai peranginan, tp sdg dlm construction...mmg gelak abh la mse 2...pantai under construction..ingt cam jepon k...adoiyai..

ps2 pkck guard 2 bg jln tok pg k tmpt peranginan yg tdkt...ade mmg ade tp kn, ble da smpai, jmpe perlabuhan...mse 2 da twakal abh da...nk crik tmpt 2 da cm fuckin treasure hunt things...adeyh...

last2, kteowg g j la desaru....mse dlm perjalanan 2 gak ak tnmpak la PULADA....sronok...tp knak sorang j la yg excited tgk psl yg len sumer awam j...

smpai2 desaru da ptg....nk crik tmpt solat pon stu cabaran gak weyh....
ade suro tp mse 2 bru nek air...psl mse kteowg smpi 2 hujan bru lps reda....g la solat kt chalet yg agk mahal...tumpang j suro sne.....mse 2 kn, ade la ana amk gmba,,,dan mnde yg mngejutkn ialah, dlm gmba 2 ade entiti..korang msti tw ape kn...entiti 2 kn agk dkt ngan ak...ya Allah..mmg bederaw darah ak mse 2...Allah sje tw.....

lps solat kteowg g la men air sket2...yg pnting ak abh basah...siot tol...tp xp..slamat ak bwk baju...hehhe....

lps 2, kteowg bsiap sedia btolak balik utm...cadang nk benti solat kt hentian tdekat...kt kota ade stu.....

so, ney la bermulaner tragedinyer...td kt ats 2 msalah yg dtg..hanyer bibit masalah yg mmbawa kpd msalah besar....

kteowg da tnmpak stu hentian, syaf tsasar sket la jarak nk benti 2..tp kn, xtw nape kete ttbe slow...dan benti tros...nk kte minyak abh xmungkin...sbb kteowg bru isi mse 2...mse 2 da maghrib...benti tgh2 jln...agk cerah lg mse 2...kteowg sumer 2ron dri kete, nk tgk ape yg jd...ak g la bkk hud dpn...tgk enjin...enjin bek mse 2....tp kn ble bkk tngki air, tgk air da kosong...so isi air ps2 smbung jln...kteowg g k stesen minyak yg tdekat sbb nk mntk tolong tgkkn kete neyh...kteowg jln smbil lmpu hazard bkk...mmg bkelip2 la mse 2...ape yg mmpu.. 2 j la...

lps smpai kt petronas 2, mntk org 2 tolong tgkkn...dy ckp tangki xd air...so soh mskkn air ikt radioato (kalo xsilap)...kteowng wat pe yg disurh...so lepak jap, nk bg enjin sejuk...sbb mse kteowg jln kete 2 snbnryer high temperature...2 la msalah yg kteowg figure out mse kete mati tyme tepi jln td...rupenyer mmg tol...slamat tindakan kteowg tol....

lps kete da ok sket..niat di hati mmg nk blk utm j la...doa asl slamat smapai sudah..xdnyer lagi nk singgh tebrw kalo ikt idea asal....

tp Allah 2 lebih tw..dan da mmg tersurat, kete kteowg mati wat kali kdua....
kali ney mmg cabaran serta dugaan..kete mati kt tgh2 jln nk mnuju blk kua dri kwsn kota tinggi...kwsn agak keras (ayh ak penah pesan), sbb kteowg dah lewati 2 kwsn kemalangan (ade signboard 2lis)....mse 2 ari da tol2 gelap..ade cahaye lmpu kete j..jln mmg kompem2 gelap...mse 2 mmg msing xbley la down...sumer mmg kne kwat mse 2...da la sumer pompuan...5 pompuan tanpa lelaki..sumer pk if ade sorang lelaki pon da ckop at least dpt rse slamat la sket...mse 2 bru sedar lelaki dan pompuan diciptakn tok saling bantu mmbantu dan saling melengkapi antara satu sme len....tp mse 2 xd laki, so mmg kne bngantung ssme sndiri la....yg penting sorang pon xbley nanges..ak akui mse 2 ak Alhamdulillah semnagt ak kwat...dan rse cam berani ttbe..xtw nape...ak sanggup temankan syaf kua kete tok isi air dlm radioator 2...mse 2 ak xpk ape2 sgt sbb ak asek pk camne nk get out from such situation....lps da isi air, kteowg troskn perjalann...crik stesen minyak yg tdekat lg...jmpe la 1..petronas...kt kota gak...kt c2 la ade sorang kakak yg keje kt c2 dpt tolong kteowg..bsyukur sgt2 psl dy concern abh....tp tok persediaan ak tepon sedara ak yg kebetulan ade kt felda linggiu...mse 2 abg masdar da tdo tp dy sanggup gak nk amk kteowg..da siap pnjam van abg jakfar...sian kak jam sekeluarge...slamat xsusahkn lme sgt...walaupon ak sshkn jgk....

kakak 2 tolong ckpkn kt abg 2 msalh kete kancil 2....dy cek2 dan result came out yg tangki kete 2 yg mghubungkn k radiator bocor...so isi air byk2 pon xd gne....sian....

abg kancil 2 dtg slps kteowg lme 2nggu...dy try btolkn tp mmg xley...so sumbat 7 org nek kancil smpai skudai...tp benti jap kt skudai sbb nk mkn..mse 2 da kul 1 lbeyh...mkn dloo.....sbb kteowg xmkn nasi pon sjk ptg 2.....

blk utm ngan slamat even kne sorokkn kak lin...dy xbwk kad matrik ae....blk blek tros tdo...

ble ingt kjadian 2, kkdg rse cam mnarik tp ade padah gak...kak lin ckp mgkin sbb kte sumer subuh gajah x...2 yg reason nape hari 2 bley jd seteruk cam2....pengajarannyer....mulerkn la hari anda ngan kalimah Allah...sesungguhnyer, xrugi pape pon kalo kte bgn pagi sbb nk sujud kt Dia...sbb kte hambe dy, so sedar2 la diri 2 sket....


next tyme, ble nk pegi mne2 kne ade rancangan yg bek serta btol....

p/s; perkara di atas xmnjadi penghalang tok ak tros melancong bersame2 mmbe ak...

Friday, May 1, 2009

I AM HERE

it is hard 4 me 2 get into dis concrete problem..
as much as i tried 2 run, it stills...
keep haunting me, following me and much worse, keep coming back to me...

only Allah noes how does it feels...
i noe dat i cannot run away from it, but i do noe dat i cant fight it back...


need help!!!

wat shud i do??

xoxo
phew
xoxo

p/s ; i dun really wan to get into dis kinda trouble anymore