panorama nowadays

bile dgr lagu britney overprotected, ak cam kesian gak ngan naseb dy selaku penyanyi yg teramat la famous. dari bait2 lirik dy, jelas skali yg dy agk merana ngan idop dy yg bley diklasifikasikan sbg terlalu terkongkong atw dlm englishnyer overprotected. ps2 kalo korang dgr lagu hotel carlifornia which is sung by eagles, lagu 2 pon cam kesian kt dyowg sbb da msk hotel 2 ps2 xdpt kua. huahua...tp literally meaning j la. lgu 2 sbnarnye ade mksud tersirat. dalam gak mksudnyer, kalo tenggelam maunyer xmo timbul. mengikut majalah rock the world (jilid yg keberape ak xingat) ade citer psl lagu 2. ikt citer2 dari mulut k mulut, lagu 2 actually psl ajaran setan. ak pon xtaw la dari mne timbulnyer mitos 2 tp kalo pokok da begiyang xkan xd angin tiup kn? mengikut mitos, lagu 2 agk berhantu sbb ade bait2 lirik dy yang dikatekan seolah2 memuja dan memuji setan. kire cam pro-SATAN la grup ney. ak mls nk kte byk psl fakta sbnar ak da lupe. tp bkn psl 2 yg ak nk cakap kt ruangan ak ney. ak nk ckp psl meaning yg ingin disampaikan oleh grup eagles ney menerusi lagu hotel carlifornia 2. sbnarye, hotel carlifornia 2 mnggambarkan hidup serta realiti sebenar dunia hiburan. hotel carlifornia 2 blh check in sje tp ade msalah ble nk check out. cam dlm lirik dy "u can check out anytime u like but u can never leave" cam seram, tp 2 la lirik dy.cam dlm dunia hiburan ney, kte bley msk bile2 mse kite nk, ble gak isytiharkan diri kite da bersara dari bidang hiburan, walaupon sebenarnye tidak. sbb once kite da msk dlm dunia 2, kite bkn senangnye nk kua. cam dlm lagu overprotected gak, britney asek2 ckp yg dunia dy agk susah psl dy kne protect dalam segala perkara termasukla ble dy nk suarakan pendapat dy sendiri. ak rse yg psl 2 gak la dy jdi agk bengong smpai sanggup botakkan rambut dy. tp ak rse she deserve some respect la from society sbb da hidup cam2 pon still lg bley kuakan album yg meletop wlawpon sore dy xbape sdp sgt tok nyanyi (harap badan j). tp, ape yg ak nk tegakkan dan katekan kt sini adelah sbg datu pesanan kpd rakyat malaysia umumnye dan remaje baye2 ak khususnye dan remaje baye ak yg beragama islam lagi khususnye. bkn ak nk ckp yg hiburan, seni2 sume mnde ney xelok, smpai xdpt cium bau syurga, tp sekadar tok peringatan sbb ak da nmpak mnde yg xpatut jadi dlm masyarakat da terjadi. sekarang, nowadays, ak lihat makin ramai berlumba2 nk jadi artis. tgk ujibakat ONE IN A MILLION pon ckop. org yg dtg bertandang nk cube naseb pon mengalahkan ribuaan yg hadir mase rumah terbuka PM kite r2. ps2 kalo mak bapak dyowg, ble anak xdpt, tros nanges2 cam anak dyowg fail nk dpt second lower class degree.... aiysh....ak tgk pon geleng kpla. satu mnde yg ak rse xptt ade dlm msyarakat kite skang ialah ritual terlalu memuje muzik sori kalo ak tlh gune perkataan yg xsesuai, tp ak rse ney la perkataan yg ssuai sbb ak da xtw nk gne pkataan ape. nk kte msia ney bgs psl rmai msk universiti pon xbley gak sbb byk jasad j yg msk. bkn bwk hati dan perasaan skali. lagi stu, knape msia

i wont do it again~sickening reason~iamnotannoyed

i still can remember dat nite. i couldnt control ma anger and i was extremely furious at ma younger sister. i stabbed her chest, uncountably. i was like in da kinda of trance and i didnt really know on wat i was doing. ma belief dat shes not herself jus kept me stabbing her until she has running all her voices screaming over me. i felt nothing through out all her scream. i felt no fear and all i want was just to let dat evil thing get out from ma sis body. she suffered and i can tell. but nobody believes in me and i was just kept ma faith to maself. i stopped. i was panicked when she was stoned-still, her eyes were like glared towards me screaming for ma mercy and all dat i noe dat ma sis was no longer rite there, and i did send her to heaven. i bet she was happy. i helped her been thru dat devilish monster which has been parasite, eating ma sis from da inside.

i thought it was all over. i was thrilled with ma victory. bon voyage to dat evil monster. as i decended da only staircase in ma house, i heard ma mom yelled ma name from da behind. she claimed dat i was crazy. she said dat killed ma sis. i turned around, and our eyes met. at dat tyme, i saw something in her eyes. 'oh no!!' i screamed and ran to her. she was afraid seeing me running towards her wif da stained blade on ma hand. she tried to run, but i was too fast. i gave her a slit on her throat. she prayed for ma mercy too. i noe dat i could not save her. i said to her clearly dat she is not the person she thinks she is. i saw da same monster inside her. i realized dat da same monster which has possessed ma sister was in ma mom too. i dun wan da same thing to happen twice. so i gave da same punishment to her. i ended her misery wif one bullet dat went rite thru her cold heart. i sent ma mom too, to heaven. i was hoping dat she will be happy there.

da gun dat i was holding was not mine. i got it from ma dads vault. yet, i still couldnt find ma dad. i hope dat he would be there, witnessing ma victory against those evil monster which has killed ma mom and ma sis. and da next thing i knew was i got awake in a room filled wif a comfortable cushion. it has all dis softest cushion around da room.

p/s : dis is only a fiction. jus only an imaginary world dat i created and will only remain as imaginary. i have faith, and i will keep to ma faith.

rose from da shadow

grew from within

until me maself out

i like i sing dis rhyme

ma mistakes trapt me in its shadow

i like to claim dat i would sink

till da day has come

these incitations unbind me

missory letter

luv da dark

hate da lite

lies in ma place

waitin 4 ma time

heaven here i go

hell waits for me no

ma wounds wont heal

since ma blood running still

ocean trades me in

i will not give in

ma time will come

ill wait 4 it.....