it aint silly to aim high. coz before i did it, and it worked. but dis time, by aiming high (i put a VERY high expectation) on my studies, i considered as a challenge. i know dat this aint gonna be an easy bussiness, so i must try harder. or even harder than before.
aim high, do right, is not a crime. trying to make deeds to redeem my wrong doings before. so gotta have the gut to be the right.
GOTTA BREAK THE LEG!!
Thursday, July 15, 2010
ROTU
sejak ak stat mnulis kt dlm blog neh, rsenyer ak xpenah lg gne saluran neh sbg medium tok ak mlepaskan kutukan yg begitu 'third class' gaye pemikiran. tp ak rse kali neh tidak lg.
(mode ayat ak da mle brubah, ala2 english style in malay mode, phew, tryin to be more malay)
dis time, i think it would be better for me, i guess, to potray here dat the problem dat has been arguely argued by the all members ARE NOT REAL. just face it, it was only a diversion made by people to the people to destroy our KERJASAMA spirit. there's no such thing as GROUPING and CLAN (watsoeva dey called it). i think dat most of u just bewildered by da astonishment it brought.
before dat, think dis through. nobody ever nagging about da hell dat em brought DURING da training. it was just AFTER da training. yeah, some might could says dat dis aint true, but again, think dis through. it is true, is it??
and, guys. i think dat sometimes u r rite, yet didnt mean dat u r always rite. u were wrong sometimes, by considering all of ur judgements (it wasnt fair u noe)...i am really thankful cause i have such frens which can really be called frens. u tells us from wrongs to rights, yet still gives us so much time to improve. ur patient, i'd really appreciate dat, even for a very tiny one, yet u still did. but, with all dat false judgements, i still couldnt say "i forgive". it was so harsh. i mean, try to understand us much better. we COULD solve our problem or problems without ur help or pretty much i considered as 'INTERFERENCE'...
and, lads..
i just could only say; take off ur wig, pull off ur mask, stop HIDING in there. i know who u r and i noe dat u noe me.....stop be behind da bush. it isnt work at all. we knew dat we r great and meant to do such great things. remember, we stranded in a land of god- know-where, solved da mystery given by u-know-who, and soo much BS dat brought us togetha, here...and we all knew dat we r connected by heart.
so, ak amat berharap yg kte dapat same2 tawliah thn dpn. sme2 kawad kat tgh pdg kawad UUM. ak tw, ak byk mnuang, so, slalu ingtkan ak..jgn bg ak kua baris even mke ak da biru pon...kkdang ak yg ngade2 saket..sbb ape ak ckp g2, sbb ak tw yg ak bleh wat, dan korang sme pon leh wat sbb kte ssme bleh wat. satu mnde yg mnyatukan kte sumer adelah batch 19 neh. ingat, kte bkn bru knal. msk neh, da 3 thn, dan 3 thn bknla satu tempoh yg kjap. ak xkan kluar dri mnde neh dan ak xnk sspe kua pon. sume msh bleh troskan. dan ak yakin, yg KTE SUME BLEH.....
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(mode ayat ak da mle brubah, ala2 english style in malay mode, phew, tryin to be more malay)
dis time, i think it would be better for me, i guess, to potray here dat the problem dat has been arguely argued by the all members ARE NOT REAL. just face it, it was only a diversion made by people to the people to destroy our KERJASAMA spirit. there's no such thing as GROUPING and CLAN (watsoeva dey called it). i think dat most of u just bewildered by da astonishment it brought.
before dat, think dis through. nobody ever nagging about da hell dat em brought DURING da training. it was just AFTER da training. yeah, some might could says dat dis aint true, but again, think dis through. it is true, is it??
and, guys. i think dat sometimes u r rite, yet didnt mean dat u r always rite. u were wrong sometimes, by considering all of ur judgements (it wasnt fair u noe)...i am really thankful cause i have such frens which can really be called frens. u tells us from wrongs to rights, yet still gives us so much time to improve. ur patient, i'd really appreciate dat, even for a very tiny one, yet u still did. but, with all dat false judgements, i still couldnt say "i forgive". it was so harsh. i mean, try to understand us much better. we COULD solve our problem or problems without ur help or pretty much i considered as 'INTERFERENCE'...
and, lads..
i just could only say; take off ur wig, pull off ur mask, stop HIDING in there. i know who u r and i noe dat u noe me.....stop be behind da bush. it isnt work at all. we knew dat we r great and meant to do such great things. remember, we stranded in a land of god- know-where, solved da mystery given by u-know-who, and soo much BS dat brought us togetha, here...and we all knew dat we r connected by heart.
so, ak amat berharap yg kte dapat same2 tawliah thn dpn. sme2 kawad kat tgh pdg kawad UUM. ak tw, ak byk mnuang, so, slalu ingtkan ak..jgn bg ak kua baris even mke ak da biru pon...kkdang ak yg ngade2 saket..sbb ape ak ckp g2, sbb ak tw yg ak bleh wat, dan korang sme pon leh wat sbb kte ssme bleh wat. satu mnde yg mnyatukan kte sumer adelah batch 19 neh. ingat, kte bkn bru knal. msk neh, da 3 thn, dan 3 thn bknla satu tempoh yg kjap. ak xkan kluar dri mnde neh dan ak xnk sspe kua pon. sume msh bleh troskan. dan ak yakin, yg KTE SUME BLEH.....
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TEMPATAN 24JAM
training tempatan 24jam 210610-290610
kali neh ak da btol2 mindset kt otak pale ak yg kteowg akn training tok jangkamse 10 jam sje. yet, it turned out dat we need to spend all our 24 hours in dat hell. mmg pd mlenyer nk mmbantah, tp apekan daye, tgk senior bley wat, mmbe2 inter yg len leh wat, junior skali pon leh wat xkan ak nk ngade2 xmo wat...so ak simpulkan kt sini yg ak wat gak...
tp, mse yg ak amk tok morale up kan diri ini skali ngan mnjalani aktviti sbg pgwai kadet kali neh agk lme. bleyh kte, ak moved by all da hell punishments dat be received by ma frens. i thought dat i was a traitor, by turning ma back on them and keep playing with ma own self
first day, 210510
woke up aint dat early, in full loreng, headed up to marching ground where we were all assemble. azie, knocked out by da tyme our new adjutance introducing himself. ifa, got stuck while we were having morning jog as well as me. as such, three of us detailed for cookhouse duty dat morning. it was, not-a-very-good-start for me though. but, i found maself relieved. he was there...nothing to be tempted about. he was just there.
in the evening, i went for the kawad. since i got nothing to worry bout.but, it turned out to be just like u-noe-wat...
during the night, the rollcall went up to a vey decent hour, till we shud pray for it to stop.
second day 220510
woke up very early, 0500 already stood up in front of the weapon berreck. just like always, PT session. i skipped a lil bit. for the kawad session, i turned out from the baris twice. da most embarassing moment of malife. i havent turned out from any of the baris even for once since i enrolled for this PALAPES. but this tyme i did. at da evening, i managed to run it quite good.
third day 230510
the most hari menuang 4 me. PT, i passed out. only for a while. kawad in the morning, just witnessed all ma frens be tortured. evening, jage senjate, but still saw them be tortured. a lil bit insaf dlm diri. so, felt like i was guilty by falsing ma sickness. so, decided to go for rollcall. but, ma fren said no to me. he said, better help all ma other sick frens for cat senjata. i just go with the wind. yet again, at nite, saw them be tortured AGAIN by the f**king YO's..owh, hell was it.
forth day 240510
2day there was no kawad. ade ceramah insurans 18sx and full with foul words. bkn xbese, tp rse cam xsswai dgr all those. really reflected the thought of people who were thrid class mind of thinking. lg saket kne dgr twice. owh, god, help me.evening stap lpskan awl. mlm ade kls ngan pegawai. blaja silibus senior. nme pon kteowg nk jd senior. blaja pertahanan.
fifth day 250510
2day, men paintball.i dun play it. tp jd anak tiri. sdih tol. xp, sbb dpt lpak kt suro tdo dri kul 11 smpai kul 2. ptg smbung lg. perghh. mmg bes
sixth day 260510
dis day, ak berkawad tol2...thanks to nina, i mengadu kt dy soo many times, but she kept ignoring me. also thanks to ifa, cause she said dat she felt da same way as i do. our hands and body blunted.but i still managed for a day. uh, forget to mention, azie got cramped, her whole body. so couldnt get up and remained laid on her bed for the whole morning. yet, another reason i wanta kawad dat day is PT was 'suspended' till da day.apart from dat, i drank red bull to keep me with da surround. at nite, also stap burn took da nite session. so no rollcall.
seventh day 270510
kawad cam saket. dri pg smpai kul 1400. bdn bengkak cam bese. pusing padang kawad 4 lap. 2perlahan jalan, 2jln laju. mmg saket. sbb mlm td, kne lari pusing ktdi 3 lap, ak kua baris, so rini ade session luahan perasaan. ak pon 2rut serta. ckp psl ak xpwas ati mse lari smlm. tp xleh nk kte byk psl ak da kua baris. nk wat camne. kokap tol diri ini.
eighth day 280510
raptai penoh. 2kali wat. ade tambon. mmg bes.
final day 290510
kawad yg penoh rse bangge. hehe. mmg bes. pas2 mkn beradab ngan timbalan komandan. tp sblom 2, pg 2 amat kelakar. CP bwk baris cam nk wat 1 lap. ps2 kne tego ngan encik rsm. wk2 2 mmg ak rse nk gelok sero. nek bas blk, dak2 laki kte mlm neh ade rollcall. adjutance utang...wahaha...tp, xabh disitu sbb lg stu penyeksaan ade mse 2nggu timb komandan. mmg cam nk mati la. lme gle 2nggu dy. tgn da lenguh. rse cam nk tdo da...adoiiii...tini dok sblah ak asek tiup2 mnde tah. pas abh kawad ak tnye dy, dy ckp nk elak hingus 2run...aduss..pas abh kawad, pulang senjate. abh cam2 j..mmg bes. stap burn bg kteowg blk. so bantai tdo ckop2 la..bsoh bju skali. ptg 2 2run markas sign kembaran. tros headed k ktho. nk siapkan dewan tok mkn mlm 2..khas tok stap amir tersyg...ok r mkn mlm 2...tp agk xpwas ati ble tgk bakso kck 2 dok skali ngan CI sme ngan stap amir..cam xptot..stap burn lak dok 1 meje ngan org2 yg xterhormat..adoii...tp xpe. mlm 2 abh ngan seronoknyer....
dak2 yg hadir kali neh nyer training....
45 j
01 ifa
02 azie
03 nina
04 bana
05 kak long
06 shiema akuyan
07 amal
08 nisa
09 nor
10 ana
11 shai
12 sha
13 tini
14 mun
15 ayu
16 mei lin
17 amna
18 suhaizie
19 din koperal
20 isma
21 hafiz
22 amin
23 krol
24 haris
25 mok
26 faiz JLP
27 mat usin
28 hakim
29 rahman
30 zaki
31 napi
32 demam
33 abu
34 talib
35 mus
36 toba
37 faiz tembok
38 giant
39 arip
40 syafiq
41 hairi
42 piee
43 ohio
44 os
kali neh ak da btol2 mindset kt otak pale ak yg kteowg akn training tok jangkamse 10 jam sje. yet, it turned out dat we need to spend all our 24 hours in dat hell. mmg pd mlenyer nk mmbantah, tp apekan daye, tgk senior bley wat, mmbe2 inter yg len leh wat, junior skali pon leh wat xkan ak nk ngade2 xmo wat...so ak simpulkan kt sini yg ak wat gak...
tp, mse yg ak amk tok morale up kan diri ini skali ngan mnjalani aktviti sbg pgwai kadet kali neh agk lme. bleyh kte, ak moved by all da hell punishments dat be received by ma frens. i thought dat i was a traitor, by turning ma back on them and keep playing with ma own self
first day, 210510
woke up aint dat early, in full loreng, headed up to marching ground where we were all assemble. azie, knocked out by da tyme our new adjutance introducing himself. ifa, got stuck while we were having morning jog as well as me. as such, three of us detailed for cookhouse duty dat morning. it was, not-a-very-good-start for me though. but, i found maself relieved. he was there...nothing to be tempted about. he was just there.
in the evening, i went for the kawad. since i got nothing to worry bout.but, it turned out to be just like u-noe-wat...
during the night, the rollcall went up to a vey decent hour, till we shud pray for it to stop.
second day 220510
woke up very early, 0500 already stood up in front of the weapon berreck. just like always, PT session. i skipped a lil bit. for the kawad session, i turned out from the baris twice. da most embarassing moment of malife. i havent turned out from any of the baris even for once since i enrolled for this PALAPES. but this tyme i did. at da evening, i managed to run it quite good.
third day 230510
the most hari menuang 4 me. PT, i passed out. only for a while. kawad in the morning, just witnessed all ma frens be tortured. evening, jage senjate, but still saw them be tortured. a lil bit insaf dlm diri. so, felt like i was guilty by falsing ma sickness. so, decided to go for rollcall. but, ma fren said no to me. he said, better help all ma other sick frens for cat senjata. i just go with the wind. yet again, at nite, saw them be tortured AGAIN by the f**king YO's..owh, hell was it.
forth day 240510
2day there was no kawad. ade ceramah insurans 18sx and full with foul words. bkn xbese, tp rse cam xsswai dgr all those. really reflected the thought of people who were thrid class mind of thinking. lg saket kne dgr twice. owh, god, help me.evening stap lpskan awl. mlm ade kls ngan pegawai. blaja silibus senior. nme pon kteowg nk jd senior. blaja pertahanan.
fifth day 250510
2day, men paintball.i dun play it. tp jd anak tiri. sdih tol. xp, sbb dpt lpak kt suro tdo dri kul 11 smpai kul 2. ptg smbung lg. perghh. mmg bes
sixth day 260510
dis day, ak berkawad tol2...thanks to nina, i mengadu kt dy soo many times, but she kept ignoring me. also thanks to ifa, cause she said dat she felt da same way as i do. our hands and body blunted.but i still managed for a day. uh, forget to mention, azie got cramped, her whole body. so couldnt get up and remained laid on her bed for the whole morning. yet, another reason i wanta kawad dat day is PT was 'suspended' till da day.apart from dat, i drank red bull to keep me with da surround. at nite, also stap burn took da nite session. so no rollcall.
seventh day 270510
kawad cam saket. dri pg smpai kul 1400. bdn bengkak cam bese. pusing padang kawad 4 lap. 2perlahan jalan, 2jln laju. mmg saket. sbb mlm td, kne lari pusing ktdi 3 lap, ak kua baris, so rini ade session luahan perasaan. ak pon 2rut serta. ckp psl ak xpwas ati mse lari smlm. tp xleh nk kte byk psl ak da kua baris. nk wat camne. kokap tol diri ini.
eighth day 280510
raptai penoh. 2kali wat. ade tambon. mmg bes.
final day 290510
kawad yg penoh rse bangge. hehe. mmg bes. pas2 mkn beradab ngan timbalan komandan. tp sblom 2, pg 2 amat kelakar. CP bwk baris cam nk wat 1 lap. ps2 kne tego ngan encik rsm. wk2 2 mmg ak rse nk gelok sero. nek bas blk, dak2 laki kte mlm neh ade rollcall. adjutance utang...wahaha...tp, xabh disitu sbb lg stu penyeksaan ade mse 2nggu timb komandan. mmg cam nk mati la. lme gle 2nggu dy. tgn da lenguh. rse cam nk tdo da...adoiiii...tini dok sblah ak asek tiup2 mnde tah. pas abh kawad ak tnye dy, dy ckp nk elak hingus 2run...aduss..pas abh kawad, pulang senjate. abh cam2 j..mmg bes. stap burn bg kteowg blk. so bantai tdo ckop2 la..bsoh bju skali. ptg 2 2run markas sign kembaran. tros headed k ktho. nk siapkan dewan tok mkn mlm 2..khas tok stap amir tersyg...ok r mkn mlm 2...tp agk xpwas ati ble tgk bakso kck 2 dok skali ngan CI sme ngan stap amir..cam xptot..stap burn lak dok 1 meje ngan org2 yg xterhormat..adoii...tp xpe. mlm 2 abh ngan seronoknyer....
dak2 yg hadir kali neh nyer training....
45 j
01 ifa
02 azie
03 nina
04 bana
05 kak long
06 shiema akuyan
07 amal
08 nisa
09 nor
10 ana
11 shai
12 sha
13 tini
14 mun
15 ayu
16 mei lin
17 amna
18 suhaizie
19 din koperal
20 isma
21 hafiz
22 amin
23 krol
24 haris
25 mok
26 faiz JLP
27 mat usin
28 hakim
29 rahman
30 zaki
31 napi
32 demam
33 abu
34 talib
35 mus
36 toba
37 faiz tembok
38 giant
39 arip
40 syafiq
41 hairi
42 piee
43 ohio
44 os
di rumah
maseh mencari lgu PERGILAH AYU, FABULOUS CAT...
ssungohnyer lgu 2 amat mnghantui ak..wah wah wah...
ak rse neh sbb penangan KAMAL ADLI yg mrupakan teraju utama citer 2. skali ngan FAUZIAH GOUS. tp sbb ak neh pompuan, xkan la tarikan utama tok cite 2 adelah FAUZIAH GOUS kot. sbb ak neh bkn sorang yg amt port sgt ttg dunia artis tmpatan, so ak xbape recognize sgt FAUZIAH GOUS 2, (profusely sori tok tuan nyer badan), dan jge tok KAMAL ADLI. b4 cite 2, ak xknal pon. psl si KAMAL ADLI neh kapel ngan INTAN LADYANA pon ak xtw..hehe..secare jujurnyer, ble blk umh j ak jdi cicak kt TV tesayang ak tuh..
coretan tok ari neh,
15 1955H JUN 2010
zthmd
ssungohnyer lgu 2 amat mnghantui ak..wah wah wah...
ak rse neh sbb penangan KAMAL ADLI yg mrupakan teraju utama citer 2. skali ngan FAUZIAH GOUS. tp sbb ak neh pompuan, xkan la tarikan utama tok cite 2 adelah FAUZIAH GOUS kot. sbb ak neh bkn sorang yg amt port sgt ttg dunia artis tmpatan, so ak xbape recognize sgt FAUZIAH GOUS 2, (profusely sori tok tuan nyer badan), dan jge tok KAMAL ADLI. b4 cite 2, ak xknal pon. psl si KAMAL ADLI neh kapel ngan INTAN LADYANA pon ak xtw..hehe..secare jujurnyer, ble blk umh j ak jdi cicak kt TV tesayang ak tuh..
coretan tok ari neh,
15 1955H JUN 2010
zthmd
rumate..
rumates
hidop ak ney, bru 4 kali merasei kehidopan berumate.
background asal ak sbg seorang bdak skolah harian xbyk berubah ble ak msk k alam asrama sbb idop ak kt umah pon da cam asrama. mak ayah ngan adek ak bertindak sbg rumates ak dan peraturan yg ayah ak kuatkuasakan kt umah seumpama rules2 yg ckgu bsr ltak kt skolah...so xrase kekok ble msk asrama.huhu
talkin bout da rules dat ma father has approved and we as a family practiced, maybe it's kinda sound like a freakin family and maybe some thinks dat dis is kinda freakin and weirdo family, but i admit those rules, which we still practice are kinda cool..
okeh, back to original track..
asrama..
ak stat msk asrama mse f4, dimana ak mmpunyai rumate. 3 org semuanya;BELLA SYG, NADIA COMEL dan MAKCK INAZ...
mngkin sbb pasan matang dan bley dayung sampan sendiri, ak terlalu terbawa2 diri dan konon da mara tp hanyut sebenarnye...
konflik yg bodo terjadi antara kami..ak cam bdk2, konon2 merajuk, mmbawa hati dan diri yg duka serta lara k blek klsmate ak yg pd mse 2 amat bek ngan ak...tp, mngkin sbb Allah 2 nk tunjuk yg mkne rumate 2 bkn skadar org yg tinggal 1 blek sje ngan ko, so ak tersedar dri lamunan serta mmpi yg konon2 pasan ak btol selama neyh...truth came up, and i was back to original path of motion...2 pon terima ksh sgt2 kt ckgu firdaus, pak kaun kt mktb ak yg byk mnolong ak dri segi bg motivasi kt dri ak yg mndorong ak bertindak spt seorang manusia...
nek f5, rumate 1 neyh, INAZ 2ka blek plak...rse sdih timbul sbb kteowang da mkn rapat...tp ngan kemasukan SARAH SABIDI neyh plak, wat ak rse cam nk pecah perut j sentiase...sikap keslumberan dy yg begitu bersahaje mmbuat chemistry kteowg, intermolecular bond yg terhasil mkn kuwat..byk memori la mse 2...mnde yg plg ak ingt sgt mse burpdai ak yg k 17...dyowng smbut tol2 cam best...tp ak la yg kne trok...dpt telur 2 bijik ngan loker ak kne kosongkan...abh spray graffiti ak kne amk...enset ak pon slamat..tp tw plak tingglkan brg2 inner ak...slamat...dan pg yg xbley lpe gak adelah mse ade owg pecah msk mktb ak ikot pagar blakang yg kebetulannya kt blakang blek ak..harem...
ak meninggalkan 2007 and msk 2008 dgn bgetu cpt smpai. ak msk k alm u cam self bdak2 dloo...da la dpt blek single, mmg bohsan mse 2...cam harem tol2...slamat blek sblah ak dak mktb lme ak gak..WANIE...tp citer psl rumate pd zmn asasi ak 2 xlme...sbb 1 sem j ak kt asasi...
ble msk fes year, ak jd rumate ngan FARAHIN...wat julung2 kalinyer ak ade rumate tok blek berdua...kre xbley r cam dloo, mlm2 ngade2 pndah kt katil nadia, kalo xbes g kt bella ps2 gatal2 g kt ktl sarah...hahha..
rumate ngan farahin wat ak rse kkdang cam ak sorang yg matang dan kkdang sbg sorang yg bdak2...ini adelah sbb kami mmpunyai perangai yg lebyh kwang sme...kple mmg bru fresh kua dri skolah...tp da lme tinggal ngan dy, bru pasan yg dy ney agk matang kalo kompare ngan perangai dy..mmg cam childish..tp xla slalu sgt..pd ak dy appeared kt lua cam a lil kid tp inself dy amat matang dan ak agk kagum....
zaman kteowg jd umate xlme sgt,...ps ak msk palapes, ak pndah kolej. msk kolej palapes. kt kolej neh, ak stu blek ngan HIDAYAH..nme ak ngan dy dkat2 sme, nme ak IZZATI HIDAYAH, nme dy HIDAYAH...nombo aska ak 7524295, dy plak 7524296...ps2 kaler kulit ak ngan dy da lbeh kwang sme, dy pon specky (tp power lg tinggi dri ak), so kkdang ade org konpius ngan kteowg...tp kkonpiusan 2 xlme sbb ak ngan dy posess personality yg agk berbeza...mmg kalo kt lua nmpak ak ngan dy lbeh kwang sme..2 2 agk tomboy serta boyish, tp sbnaryer ak agk girlish sket kompare ngan dy..dy terer bwk pape vehicles..agk brani kalo kompare ngan ak, dan agk matang kalo kompare ngan ak (sbb beza umo kot, dy lhir 89)..tp ble dok ngan dy stu mslah j yg ak agk xbpe thn..dy neh asal ade cuti jeh msti lesap..mntang2 umah dkt..so 2 yg wat ak rse kkdang cam dok dlm blek yg double..(ade rumate tp cam xd)...tp prasaan 2 ak dpt bezakan ble ak dok blek sorang2 mse training r2..dy xdtg kali neh sbb ade LI, so ak dok sorang2...abh katil dy ak bantai..2 yg beza..mse 2 brg dy cam brg ak, tp kalo mse dy ade, brg dy, ttp cam brg dy...xleh men2 bantai...dan lgi stu TP, ak rse amat bersyukur ble dok ngan dy sbb ble dok ngan dy, ak dpt rse dri ak da smakin dkt ngan pencipta.dan reason 2 amt la ak sokong inside out....
next sem neh ak dpt blek len plak...tp rumate maseh sme...so ak arap ak dpt kekalkan ape yg ak da ade....(except for ma lost wimax)
hidop ak ney, bru 4 kali merasei kehidopan berumate.
background asal ak sbg seorang bdak skolah harian xbyk berubah ble ak msk k alam asrama sbb idop ak kt umah pon da cam asrama. mak ayah ngan adek ak bertindak sbg rumates ak dan peraturan yg ayah ak kuatkuasakan kt umah seumpama rules2 yg ckgu bsr ltak kt skolah...so xrase kekok ble msk asrama.huhu
talkin bout da rules dat ma father has approved and we as a family practiced, maybe it's kinda sound like a freakin family and maybe some thinks dat dis is kinda freakin and weirdo family, but i admit those rules, which we still practice are kinda cool..
okeh, back to original track..
asrama..
ak stat msk asrama mse f4, dimana ak mmpunyai rumate. 3 org semuanya;BELLA SYG, NADIA COMEL dan MAKCK INAZ...
mngkin sbb pasan matang dan bley dayung sampan sendiri, ak terlalu terbawa2 diri dan konon da mara tp hanyut sebenarnye...
konflik yg bodo terjadi antara kami..ak cam bdk2, konon2 merajuk, mmbawa hati dan diri yg duka serta lara k blek klsmate ak yg pd mse 2 amat bek ngan ak...tp, mngkin sbb Allah 2 nk tunjuk yg mkne rumate 2 bkn skadar org yg tinggal 1 blek sje ngan ko, so ak tersedar dri lamunan serta mmpi yg konon2 pasan ak btol selama neyh...truth came up, and i was back to original path of motion...2 pon terima ksh sgt2 kt ckgu firdaus, pak kaun kt mktb ak yg byk mnolong ak dri segi bg motivasi kt dri ak yg mndorong ak bertindak spt seorang manusia...
nek f5, rumate 1 neyh, INAZ 2ka blek plak...rse sdih timbul sbb kteowang da mkn rapat...tp ngan kemasukan SARAH SABIDI neyh plak, wat ak rse cam nk pecah perut j sentiase...sikap keslumberan dy yg begitu bersahaje mmbuat chemistry kteowg, intermolecular bond yg terhasil mkn kuwat..byk memori la mse 2...mnde yg plg ak ingt sgt mse burpdai ak yg k 17...dyowng smbut tol2 cam best...tp ak la yg kne trok...dpt telur 2 bijik ngan loker ak kne kosongkan...abh spray graffiti ak kne amk...enset ak pon slamat..tp tw plak tingglkan brg2 inner ak...slamat...dan pg yg xbley lpe gak adelah mse ade owg pecah msk mktb ak ikot pagar blakang yg kebetulannya kt blakang blek ak..harem...
ak meninggalkan 2007 and msk 2008 dgn bgetu cpt smpai. ak msk k alm u cam self bdak2 dloo...da la dpt blek single, mmg bohsan mse 2...cam harem tol2...slamat blek sblah ak dak mktb lme ak gak..WANIE...tp citer psl rumate pd zmn asasi ak 2 xlme...sbb 1 sem j ak kt asasi...
ble msk fes year, ak jd rumate ngan FARAHIN...wat julung2 kalinyer ak ade rumate tok blek berdua...kre xbley r cam dloo, mlm2 ngade2 pndah kt katil nadia, kalo xbes g kt bella ps2 gatal2 g kt ktl sarah...hahha..
rumate ngan farahin wat ak rse kkdang cam ak sorang yg matang dan kkdang sbg sorang yg bdak2...ini adelah sbb kami mmpunyai perangai yg lebyh kwang sme...kple mmg bru fresh kua dri skolah...tp da lme tinggal ngan dy, bru pasan yg dy ney agk matang kalo kompare ngan perangai dy..mmg cam childish..tp xla slalu sgt..pd ak dy appeared kt lua cam a lil kid tp inself dy amat matang dan ak agk kagum....
zaman kteowg jd umate xlme sgt,...ps ak msk palapes, ak pndah kolej. msk kolej palapes. kt kolej neh, ak stu blek ngan HIDAYAH..nme ak ngan dy dkat2 sme, nme ak IZZATI HIDAYAH, nme dy HIDAYAH...nombo aska ak 7524295, dy plak 7524296...ps2 kaler kulit ak ngan dy da lbeh kwang sme, dy pon specky (tp power lg tinggi dri ak), so kkdang ade org konpius ngan kteowg...tp kkonpiusan 2 xlme sbb ak ngan dy posess personality yg agk berbeza...mmg kalo kt lua nmpak ak ngan dy lbeh kwang sme..2 2 agk tomboy serta boyish, tp sbnaryer ak agk girlish sket kompare ngan dy..dy terer bwk pape vehicles..agk brani kalo kompare ngan ak, dan agk matang kalo kompare ngan ak (sbb beza umo kot, dy lhir 89)..tp ble dok ngan dy stu mslah j yg ak agk xbpe thn..dy neh asal ade cuti jeh msti lesap..mntang2 umah dkt..so 2 yg wat ak rse kkdang cam dok dlm blek yg double..(ade rumate tp cam xd)...tp prasaan 2 ak dpt bezakan ble ak dok blek sorang2 mse training r2..dy xdtg kali neh sbb ade LI, so ak dok sorang2...abh katil dy ak bantai..2 yg beza..mse 2 brg dy cam brg ak, tp kalo mse dy ade, brg dy, ttp cam brg dy...xleh men2 bantai...dan lgi stu TP, ak rse amat bersyukur ble dok ngan dy sbb ble dok ngan dy, ak dpt rse dri ak da smakin dkt ngan pencipta.dan reason 2 amt la ak sokong inside out....
next sem neh ak dpt blek len plak...tp rumate maseh sme...so ak arap ak dpt kekalkan ape yg ak da ade....(except for ma lost wimax)
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