nuisance and anxiety dat be brought in this atmosphere has intensely overwhelmed me. i really caught in this bad bussiness between me and da surrounds.

all the love have vanished in da midst air. i tried to breathe for it, but for heaven sake, i couldnt.

if in the name of science, ma experiment with da death can be considered as ethically accepted, i would done it. yet, da feeling of why shud i lose all instead i could gain back it again, i came into ma senses.

i realized, i cannot be da perfect person of all the person, but it worth trying. so, why would i try?

see da lite in different perspective, doesnt mean dat i see a different lite. but it still it is, da same lite.


xoxo..im.disturbed..