Monday, September 28, 2009

i wont do it again~sickening reason~iamnotannoyed

i still can remember dat nite. i couldnt control ma anger and i was extremely furious at ma younger sister. i stabbed her chest, uncountably. i was like in da kinda of trance and i didnt really know on wat i was doing. ma belief dat shes not herself jus kept me stabbing her until she has running all her voices screaming over me. i felt nothing through out all her scream. i felt no fear and all i want was just to let dat evil thing get out from ma sis body. she suffered and i can tell. but nobody believes in me and i was just kept ma faith to maself. i stopped. i was panicked when she was stoned-still, her eyes were like glared towards me screaming for ma mercy and all dat i noe dat ma sis was no longer rite there, and i did send her to heaven. i bet she was happy. i helped her been thru dat devilish monster which has been parasite, eating ma sis from da inside.

i thought it was all over. i was thrilled with ma victory. bon voyage to dat evil monster. as i decended da only staircase in ma house, i heard ma mom yelled ma name from da behind. she claimed dat i was crazy. she said dat killed ma sis. i turned around, and our eyes met. at dat tyme, i saw something in her eyes. 'oh no!!' i screamed and ran to her. she was afraid seeing me running towards her wif da stained blade on ma hand. she tried to run, but i was too fast. i gave her a slit on her throat. she prayed for ma mercy too. i noe dat i could not save her. i said to her clearly dat she is not the person she thinks she is. i saw da same monster inside her. i realized dat da same monster which has possessed ma sister was in ma mom too. i dun wan da same thing to happen twice. so i gave da same punishment to her. i ended her misery wif one bullet dat went rite thru her cold heart. i sent ma mom too, to heaven. i was hoping dat she will be happy there.

da gun dat i was holding was not mine. i got it from ma dads vault. yet, i still couldnt find ma dad. i hope dat he would be there, witnessing ma victory against those evil monster which has killed ma mom and ma sis. and da next thing i knew was i got awake in a room filled wif a comfortable cushion. it has all dis softest cushion around da room.

p/s : dis is only a fiction. jus only an imaginary world dat i created and will only remain as imaginary. i have faith, and i will keep to ma faith.

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