it is kinda freak when u born to be good yet u unapprove it...
pnye la xdpt hidayah golongan yg cam gitu dan hanye 1 doa ak kt Allah, ak mntk agar dijauhkan sume itu....
senario skang, if u dress like a nun, u r so-called alim...xkire r pape agame pon...tp skang ak sbg muslim, hnye nk mmfokuskan kpd agama yg ak junjung slame neyh, iaitu ISLAM....
pd ak xslh kalo berpakaian cam seorang muslim dan menutup aurat thp kls A...ak mse blaja kt mktb dloo pon wat cam2, tp sbb ikot semase, ak da tinggal stokin, stat pkai skinney, pkai 2dong nmpak rmbut dan cam2 lg..ak wat cam2 psl rse fashion criminal kalo xikot trend semase....
tp jauh kt lubuk ati ak, ak terase nk berubah...nk jd bek sket..atw byk sket...atw lg byk..sbb ak nmpak kebenaran....tp ak tros idop dlm ignorance sbb ak bkn org yg outspoken...
frankly speakin...
i grew mature..inside out..i started to learn to extinguish between the RIGHT and the WRONG..
i dun wan to repeat da same common mistake over and over again...i'd be given da lite dat suppose to shine the path of malife..yet i refuse too because i was berkiblatkan dgn org yg slh..by taking dis kinda people as ma axis of life, i bloomed in da dark, felt da ignorant, even i was in da true path...
Alhamdulillah...
i started to realize..
livin a life is not an easy bussiness
yet it hard and could be da hardest
even da dead thought dat die was rather an easy compare to life,
so, i haf to stop playin around...
need to be like ma old-me
live dis world with a specific path,
most essential,
treasure wat has Allah had give to us
and
be proud
and livin in it...
walk dis life with all the guts, be afraid of da sins, find all da deeds, live with it in this prison of world...
remember
gotta live like we dying..
life and death oboe
xoxo
zthmd
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