ROTU

sejak ak stat mnulis kt dlm blog neh, rsenyer ak xpenah lg gne saluran neh sbg medium tok ak mlepaskan kutukan yg begitu 'third class' gaye pemikiran. tp ak rse kali neh tidak lg.
(mode ayat ak da mle brubah, ala2 english style in malay mode, phew, tryin to be more malay)

dis time, i think it would be better for me, i guess, to potray here dat the problem dat has been arguely argued by the all members ARE NOT REAL. just face it, it was only a diversion made by people to the people to destroy our KERJASAMA spirit. there's no such thing as GROUPING and CLAN (watsoeva dey called it). i think dat most of u just bewildered by da astonishment it brought.

before dat, think dis through. nobody ever nagging about da hell dat em brought DURING da training. it was just AFTER da training. yeah, some might could says dat dis aint true, but again, think dis through. it is true, is it??

and, guys. i think dat sometimes u r rite, yet didnt mean dat u r always rite. u were wrong sometimes, by considering all of ur judgements (it wasnt fair u noe)...i am really thankful cause i have such frens which can really be called frens. u tells us from wrongs to rights, yet still gives us so much time to improve. ur patient, i'd really appreciate dat, even for a very tiny one, yet u still did. but, with all dat false judgements, i still couldnt say "i forgive". it was so harsh. i mean, try to understand us much better. we COULD solve our problem or problems without ur help or pretty much i considered as 'INTERFERENCE'...

and, lads..
i just could only say; take off ur wig, pull off ur mask, stop HIDING in there. i know who u r and i noe dat u noe me.....stop be behind da bush. it isnt work at all. we knew dat we r great and meant to do such great things. remember, we stranded in a land of god- know-where, solved da mystery given by u-know-who, and soo much BS dat brought us togetha, here...and we all knew dat we r connected by heart.

so, ak amat berharap yg kte dapat same2 tawliah thn dpn. sme2 kawad kat tgh pdg kawad UUM. ak tw, ak byk mnuang, so, slalu ingtkan ak..jgn bg ak kua baris even mke ak da biru pon...kkdang ak yg ngade2 saket..sbb ape ak ckp g2, sbb ak tw yg ak bleh wat, dan korang sme pon leh wat sbb kte ssme bleh wat. satu mnde yg mnyatukan kte sumer adelah batch 19 neh. ingat, kte bkn bru knal. msk neh, da 3 thn, dan 3 thn bknla satu tempoh yg kjap. ak xkan kluar dri mnde neh dan ak xnk sspe kua pon. sume msh bleh troskan. dan ak yakin, yg KTE SUME BLEH.....

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