b4 ney, ak xpenah telibat secare serius dlm pape mende yg melibatkn prkare2 yg tlampaw lasak...tp lps msk palapes bru ak tw ape mkna lasak yg tsirat disebalik segale2 latihan 2....but, b4 dat, rather than latihn fizikal yg lasak ak nk ckp n mnyuarakn isi hati ak selame ney psl hormat mnghormati....
maybe it's just i shudnt haf 2 talk bout dis, but i want 2....be in army things is not as easy as it looks, (i dun think dat it is or was easy), just face it, if i were real soldier, i haf 2 wake up at 5, preparing da things dat supposed be prepared and so much things to do....i cant listed all those here...rahsia negare....and da most important things dat shud be highlighted here is respection...(does dis word exist?).....when i was in training session, i really haf to fake maself...i have 2 become 2 wat have become....means i was not me at dat tyme...i was somebody else....i just 'bowed' down to da highest rank in da squad and durhhh dat was not me....but i did those because i haf to...if im not, hell again...i'll be doomed...
tu sume mental je.......kne basuh mental ko bru bole enjoy,its not disaater when u enjoy da pain......hek3
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